Mourning Morning?

I recently found out that my maternal grandfather passed away. Many would see this as a sad event. Many would shed a tear. But I don’t feel anything for him. He was not a good man. I have no emotional ties to him…unless anger and disgust count? I am angry that he didn’t apologize to my mom for everything he did. Closure is bullshit, but she at least deserved reasons for his actions and a chance to recover from her childhood trauma. So, I’m not mourning him. I am mourning my mom’s lost opportunity to get answers and the connection with her dad that she craved. For that I can never forgive him. My mom deserves better and I hope to God she can find that within herself. I plan to burn some sage and play some healing frequencies to help my mom begin her healing journey. Pray for us, send positive vibes, but most importantly mourn the losses you refuse to acknowledge. Begin the healing process for your own sake. Give yourself the better you deserve.